October 30, 2011
It’s been a long month. Marching Band is now over, so the excuse of working off calories I eat during practice isn’t valid anymore, and I have to start eating less. I want to be 130 by Christmas. I was happy at 130. I need to get recover from binge eating. Nothing is working. I don’t know what to do anymore. For breakfast I had 3-4 servings of cookie crisp, a bowl of special K knockoff cereal, an pretzels dipped in peanut butter which was them dipped in chocolate…sounds even worse when I write it out. I’m not going to eat for the rest of the day. period.
