I want to be free of this.

I cannot go on with this mindset my ED has set in me.  My therapist isn’t helping.  My nutritionist just repeats herself everytime I go in with her.  I have an appointment with her tomorrow, and then I have a group therapy session that I am going to.  They are at the same center.

I’ve asked my mom if she can take me to a psychiatrist, and she said she’d try and find me one.  I seriously am considering hypnosis or cognitive behavioral therapy because I am desperate.

I am telling my boyfriend about all of this tomorrow.  He has gone long enough without knowing, and he deserves to know.  I’ll let you know how it goes.

I binged last night. I didn’t go to school today.  I binged today. Then I purged.

I need help. Seriously. If you are going through the same thing, I need support. I need a texting buddy that I can rely on to support me, and I can give support too. Inbox me your number if you are interested. Please?