Binge-free: Day 2
So, I told my boyfriend about my eating disorder last night and how I’ve been going to see a therapist and a nutritionist…he’s very supportive. Like, way more supportive than I thought he would be. I am so thankful we have such an open relationship like this. He also shared somw stuff with me about how he wants to lose weight because of health issues, which he isn’t fat but he is a little overweight. He wants to lose it for the same reasons that I wanted to lose 40 pounds last year: to become healthier.
I had a session with my therapist this morning about how things are going because I’ve had a rough last couple of days…I didn’t even go to school for Wednesday and Thursday because of the binging I did Tuesday night (out of anger and sadness with my mom because we fight a lot), and Wednesday when I just decided that I was going to mindlssly scarf down 2 huge bowls of captain crunch, a shit ton of dark chocolate, and some mixed nuts. I don’t even know why I decided to eat that…
I think I may be going on Prozac soon, to help with my urges and irritability. It may make me feel better about myself too. At least I hope so.
I have a job interview today though! The only bad part is that it is at a cookie company, and not just any cookie company. The Great American Cookie Company. Yeah, I know right….lets just hope I don’t start taking my work home with me if I do get the job.
