Road to Recovery

I had a great day. I didn’t binge, I rearranged my room (cause I thought I needed a change and it may help with my recovery…who knows? haha), and I got some stuff done…well not schoolwork and studying haha.  This is gonna be a busy week and I have a lot of schoolwork to keep up with so hopefully that’ll distract me from binging.

I kind of have an incentive for myself for not binging before Christmas, which is that I’d buy myself a new phone.  I don’t really need a new one because I just got a new one a year ago, but it’s just something to look forward to. 

My job interview went pretty well, and I really hope I get it…it’s what is going to pay for my new phone, lol. Also, I have to renew my antivirus software on my computer which is like, 180 dollars and I need money to do that cause my mom told me last year that she isn’t doing it for me again, haha.

My mom and grandma keep asking me what I want for christmas and I am literally dying inside for a new ipod (the white 32gb ipod touch) but I feel really guilty for asking for that because of all of the money they have had to shell out for me this year: senior pictures, yearbook, therapist and nutritionist appointments, senior project expenses, cap and gown, more senior pictures in the spring, and a crapload of other stuff.  I also want a nightstand for my room and candles, which are more practical to ask for but I would love to get that ipod, even if I get nothing else.  I had an ipod but it died because I dropped it in water, and I got it almost 3 years ago so I thought it may be time for new one.

I hope this week goes well. I hope I stay strong and don’t binge. <3